Alone with myself / lofi hip hop mix

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  • Published on:  Thursday, December 20, 2018
  • My channel is not monetized. If you want to help me continue doing the work I do, this is the absolute best way 🙏 🖤● Spotify Playlists : 🖤👁Art - ⭕Tracklist: 00:00 fantompower - blankets [ Chillhop Essentials Winter 2018 ]02:52 mell-ø - deja vu [ A Fall Journey Beattape ]04:49 High Noon Rush - Kane07:21 lilac - last train home together09:10 Nohone - Breath [ A Fall Journey Beattape ]11:39 petunie - distant13:38 tonnA - On The Phone16:49 Philanthrope x Yasper - Slopes [ Chillhop Essentials Winter 2018 ]19:41 trakeemovich - lifes a bitch21:35 redrose - i miss the way u played23:16 Nerok - I'm Saying Goodbye25:33 Jay-Lounge - Breath Of Fresh Air28:29 Kupla X j'san - Raindrops ⭕Artist: fantompower mell-ø High Noon Rush lilac Nohone petunie tonnA Philanthrope x Yasper trakeemovich redrose Jay-Lounge Kupla X j'san ⭕Record label's☃️Chillhop Essentials Winter 2018 »💿 [ A Fall Journey Beattape ]A Fall Journey by @retrojungle is now available everywhere and on Vinyl ! Grab your vinyl here :❗If you're a owner of any song/picture on this channel and want it removed, just leave a message on my E-Mail and I'll do my best to delete it as soon as possible. :) ✉ _______________________________✉ Submit your music :✉ Submit art : hip hop#beats to relax/study to


  • Dreamy
    Dreamy  8 months ago +2818

    Thanks for staying with me.
    I couldn't have done it without you.
    65 patrons / 116 692 subscribers.
    Lots of hugs for everyone 🖤

  • Spencer Armstrong
    Spencer Armstrong  6 months ago +4162

    i like being alone, i just don't like being lonely.

  • XERR
    XERR  5 months ago +1331

    "Monsters don't hide under your bed" They scream inside your head

  • LunarWolf
    LunarWolf  6 months ago +635

    i have a crush on that drawing

  • Thelegends_ _
    Thelegends_ _  4 months ago +135

    We should be sleeping but here we are at 3AM

  • 「 . 」
    「 . 」  7 months ago +4562

    The society teach us that we have to be with friends or family almost all the time, surrounded by people or we are losers, but it's no true.
    Being alone is not a bad thing, you're not alone, you're with yourself, the person who has been with you all your life, who knows how hard you try everyday, the one who is with you when you cry at nights...
    Instead of feeling like scum when you're alone with yourself, you should try to find where does that horrible and self-destructive feeling comes from, and fix the problem.
    Maybe a mistake you committed time ago?
    Maybe you hate the way you look?
    Maybe you hate yourself because you're too weak?
    Why do you hate yourself?
    Try to make the time that you spend with yourself be enjoyable, amazing, like when you're with friends or family.
    You should use that time to feel comfortable with you, improve yourself, because that person is who you are going to be with for the rest of your life. You don't want to be with someone who you hate, right?
    I know that is not easy, but once that you forgive yourself, you love yourself, you'll be able to enjoy the loneliness, not as a bad and an horrible moment, but as an amazing time with you.
    Specially on those awful nights...
    So, enjoy being alone with yourself.

  • sophia
    sophia  2 months ago +248

    hey stranger,
    hope you're having a great day!
    the person who wrote this comment :)

  • Christine Langley
    Christine Langley  2 months ago +43

    Sorry to break your chill (lol) but I fractured my ankle using a low swing like that so be careful 😂

  • Alpha Wolf
    Alpha Wolf  6 months ago +400

    I've always wanted to have bunch of friends, have fun together and etc. But when I'm surrounded with my friends i wanna leave and spend the time by myself. Loneliness and sadness are hella addictive. Even when there was a time when i had no single reason to be sad and feel lonely, i was looking for a reason. It's been 7 years i can't let people in. i always feel like i will be judged and people never understand me. But hey, there's hope yet.

  • OG Fundos66
    OG Fundos66  6 months ago +691

    Looks like I found my track for Valentine's Day.

  • Spooky Spooks
    Spooky Spooks  6 months ago +379

    My therapist once told me that I act like a mouse in public because I don't like to approach others, and I would rather observe them from afar. I tried to explain I do this to get a sense of their behaviors and personality based on the body language and from an outside point of view before interacting with someone. This way, I can see with who I would get along beforehand. Sometime, I also simply like to stay in my head regardless the situation I'm in.
    Yes, I may look anti-social in some situation. Yes, I was a social bug / highly extrovert as a child; but who wasn't. Yes, I may have some degree of social anxiety, but because I've been hurt enough in the past. Yes, my social behavior could give out a wrong image of the person I am. Yes, my style can also play a role into giving off false representation. However, everyone knows those who smiles the most are the saddest. Perhaps, those who speaks and interacts the least are the loudest and kindest.
    In truth..I am just an introvert filled with plush and surrounded with walls and I suffer from resting bitch face. Next time you see someone looking at your direction or around the room with a straight face and don't seem to have friends or only stick with the same person. Don't judge them, go toward them and just hi. I can guarantee their eyes will starts to sparkle accompanied with a bright smile.

  • glancedUpTV
    glancedUpTV  6 months ago +225

    Damn that picture potrays depression and loss of hope really well.
    I know that guy isn't real, but I still hope he gets back on his feet with a new hope in the morning.

  • Dragonfire
    Dragonfire  5 months ago +163

    You wish for the wisdom to love with courage.
    You close your eyes and open them.
    The world feels as if it has been blown apart by a tornado
    Your house seems to have turned upside down
    And yet, you find yourself above a rainbow somehow.
    You're caught in a fantasy land hanging above reality, loving it, but wanting to return home all the same.
    You are confronted by a Spark of Light who illuminates a yellow path, so bright, it looks gold
    At first, you are alone on the path, desperately waiting to find home
    And yet you stumble upon Wisdom.
    Wisdom clears a path that looks quite familiar somehow that leads into a glade.
    In the glade you see Love. He is old and broken
    He hasn't been seen, or touched, or felt in a long time.
    Love is then healed by the touch of another and Love finds your way.
    Love finds your way into a field of grain, painted silver by the moonlight
    In the field is Courage. A thousand acres lay all around him, all of them untouched. Here lies Courage, caught in Lost.
    But Lost things always become Found.
    You confront Courage- tap him on the shoulder- and he awakens.
    He leads you through the vastness of Lost and into the center of an emerald green city.
    There in the center of the Green is a castle, and in the castle sit a thousand paper cranes.
    They fly into the center of the room, fluttering and billowing like a cloud, turning into a white dragon.
    The dragon sings of anger and hatred and wings away into a cloud of paper, whisking you along with it.
    You suddenly find yourself in a new castle, black and red with smoke and fire.
    In the castle of fire sits Hatred. Hatred with her midnight robe, her firey crown, her throne, built from black steel.
    You want to run, but Courage tells you to walk forward.
    You want to scream, but Wisdom tells you to speak.
    You want to hurt her, but Love tells you to reach out.
    Hatred reaches to grab you off your feet, but you stand tall.
    You reach to touch Hatred and she melts into a puff of steam, filling the room and raining upon the fire of the castle.
    The rain blows into a storm, and with a crack of gold lighting, you find yourself back in the Green castle.
    Again, the white dragon stands in the room. He takes a step forward and explodes into white snow.
    In the midst of the snow is a small figure. He approaches you. With an open hand, he approaches you. Holding open his palm.
    You reach for his hand but hesitate. Behind you is Wisdom and Love and Courage. Behind even them is Memory, drifting like a ghost.
    You stare at Memory, an old friend, with a tear in both of your eyes.
    In a daze, you stare ahead, but Wisdom and Love and Courage are there also. They have never left, and they never will.
    As Hardship and Hope flew about the room, you take hold of the open hand.
    You close your eyes and open them.
    And you find that you have the Wisdom to Love with Courage.
    Please give a like, it would make my day

  • Johnny Garcia
    Johnny Garcia  5 months ago +80

    i got u fam
    00:00 fantompower - blankets
    [ Chillhop Essentials Winter 2018 ]
    02:52 mell-ø - deja vu
    [ A Fall Journey Beattape ]
    04:49 High Noon Rush - Kane
    07:21 lilac - last train home together
    09:10 Nohone - Breath
    [ A Fall Journey Beattape ]
    11:39 petunie - distant
    13:38 tonnA - On The Phone
    16:49 Philanthrope x Yasper - Slopes
    [ Chillhop Essentials Winter 2018 ]
    19:41 trakeemovich - lifes a bitch
    21:35 redrose - i miss the way u played
    23:16 Nerok - I'm Saying Goodbye
    25:33 Jay-Lounge - Breath Of Fresh Air
    28:29 Kupla X j'san - Raindrops

  • Verxyrias
    Verxyrias  7 months ago +1273

    Thank you for not putting a million ads. Defeats the purpose of a chill playlist. Love it

  • E
    E  6 months ago +57

    I made the mistake of assuming 2019 would be better than 2018, that things will magically be easier since I’d be more happy and my current problems are gone.
    But I forgot about the process of problems leaving, becoming the past, I forgot that took effort, I forgot that the storm we all dread needs to pass.
    I thought 2018 was hard, I was handling social problems more than personal problems, trust me, I had a lot.
    Now I’m dealing with those problems all at once, some I didn’t even know existed, some are just newly forming.
    You are going through this too aren’t you? Is that why you’re reading this? Maybe you want to help support, maybe you want to relate to someone, maybe you want to feel less alone, maybe I’m reading this to you personally.
    Regardless of your reason, don’t give up like I’ve tried, do yourself a favour, clean yourself, do your favourite thing, you’re your closest friend after all.
    You wouldn’t kill someone who put all efforts to give opportunity to something wonderful like life, something that thousands of others suffered and died for just so you could experience it, whether yours is good or bad, others sacrificed for YOU.
    Back to the start, you are your most trusted friend, after all, parts of you did put in effort for you. You are special, why else would you be alive? Just appreciate that and let these problems run its course.

  • Gigi Leone
    Gigi Leone  6 months ago +60

    Like her eyes, like her hair, like her skin, like her personality, like her everything.
    Like the feelings I have for her, like the butterflies, I get when I'm near her, like the feeling I get that I can do anything.
    Like sunflower petals, like rose petals, like daisies, like the wind, like the atmosphere, like the moon, like the stars, like the sparks from her hand when you touch, like how you just knew.
    Like the feelings I have for you...
    Like the music made by you. Thank you for making me a lighter shade of blue...💙

  • Shenkgaming
    Shenkgaming  1 months ago +47

    Perfect mix for when summer starts, and you see your friends having fun without you. 😔

  • 命Restful
    命Restful  6 months ago +234

    I love you. No matter who you are, I love you. Love you as much as anyone else you know does. I don't need to know you. I love your existence. I love that you're real, a physical thing that I know I can touch if I see you. You may not think you're beautiful. You may not think that you're anything special. You may not think you're up to the challenge of anything because you'll mess up, be unable to finish, unable to do anything... But I love you, you can do anything, anything at all, anything you put your mind to, anything you can see yourself doing, anything that you love with every fiber of your being. You can do it because I love you. It might seem like the world hates you or doesn't love you but just shut up and hear me, read my words and listen to my voice that you make up in your head... it gets better because you are loved... if you're not loved by them, then you are loved by me, and that is all you need. You make your life. Good luck ❤

  • 愛して
    愛して  7 months ago +1336

    God, I’m so alone. I feel so lonely. It doesn’t matter where I am or who I’m talking to, I will always feel alone. Even when I’m with a group of my closest friends, one little moment of silence can make my mind rush and make me feel alone. I speak and speak about problems I have but no one hears me. I know they’re not my therapist and I am not their responsibility but god, please I just wish someone would hear me. Everyone brushes it off or they forget when I tell them what’s wrong. I never get a “hey, how are you feeling? I just wanted to check up on you” god how I crave for a sentence like that.
    If anyone needs someone to talk to, you can message me on Instagram @aishitee_